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Number of Stories Written: 140

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140 stories found for Squirl

First year-Chapter 31 and 32 (again)

Story written on January 31, 2010 by Squirl.

(33 votes, average: 3.06 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=74945
8693 words. 10 Comments

Redo the last two, then sometime later today, something new. Hey I’m a poet!!

First year-Chapter 33

Story written on January 31, 2010 by Squirl.

(43 votes, average: 4.14 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=74949
4782 words. 16 Comments

I don’t know why I found myself being attracted to women who I had not business contemplating. But as strange and forbidden as it was, that was where my head was.

First Year-Chapter 32

Story written on April 27, 2009 by Squirl.

(47 votes, average: 4.04 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=73270
1957 words. 13 Comments

“I can’t believe you are actually going to go out with her. Helena she is….She is not your type. Or at least, not what I thought your type would be.”

First Year-Chapter 31

Story written on April 19, 2009 by Squirl.

(38 votes, average: 3.84 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=73204
6718 words. 23 Comments

The feel and taste of her lips were still burning on mine as I watched her begin a panicked pace. She touched her lips and kept repeating, “I can’t. I’m sorry I can’t. I shouldn’t have let it get this far.” She stopped to look at me and again repeated, “I can’t. Helena I can’t.

First Year-Chapter 30

Story written on April 5, 2009 by Squirl.

(35 votes, average: 4.17 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=73081
4825 words. 15 Comments

“Helena, don’t you think we can work it out. I want to try. Please. I love you. Let’s try to work it out.”

First Year- Chapter 29

Story written on March 29, 2009 by Squirl.

(35 votes, average: 3.94 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Dana , Helena , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=73029
4358 words. 20 Comments

Happy Birthday Helena. I wish I could be there to celebrate it with you.

First Year- Chapter 28

Story written on March 22, 2009 by Squirl.

(42 votes, average: 3.90 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72946
3212 words. 17 Comments

From the look on her face and the shift of her eyes from my eyes to my lips, I knew she felt the same. I slowly leaned to her and it seemed that she swallowed hard and began to breathe hard. I even believe she leaned towards me too. I remembered being so nervous but really wanting to kiss her.

First Year- Chapter 27

Story written on March 16, 2009 by Squirl.

(35 votes, average: 3.94 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena , Lara
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72895
3072 words. 19 Comments

Helena goes cruising. Dana is looking good. Peggy is confronted. A penthouse finds a new owner…Ah…just read it.

First Year- Chapter 26

Story written on March 14, 2009 by Squirl.

(35 votes, average: 3.66 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72874
3163 words. 14 Comments

I knew I could easily fall for her. I probably already had. She was beautiful, fun, intelligent, sensitive but entirely unavailable. I shook off the thoughts. I couldn’t allow myself to go down that road to disappointment because for all I could tell, she was into her man…

First Year- Chapter 25

Story written on March 10, 2009 by Squirl.

(28 votes, average: 3.79 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72841
3215 words. 14 Comments

After all these years she has held on for this one day to kick my ass in our work-out. Then to tease me with her incredible body and sex appeal. She knew she was gorgeous. This was her time to say, “See, look how beautiful I’ve become and you can’t touch me.” She was the ultimate tease and that throb between my legs was unrelenting.

First Year- Chapter 24

Story written on March 8, 2009 by Squirl.

(38 votes, average: 3.66 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Dana , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72820
2986 words. 7 Comments

They simply allowed me to vent and I needed that. I needed to let it out. I didn’t want to celebrate the 25th anniversary of my birth, with anger and pain. They gave me like I offered to Dana, an ear. I realized sometimes that’s all that’s needed.

First Year- Chapter 23

Story written on March 3, 2009 by Squirl.

(29 votes, average: 3.62 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena , Jenny , Lara , Shane , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72778
1763 words. 14 Comments

She surprised me at how aggressive she was. She pinned me up against the kitchen table and kissed me deeply. In no time flat, she pulled off my blouse, unhooked and tossed aside my bra.

First Year- Chapter 21

Story written on March 2, 2009 by Squirl.

(40 votes, average: 3.78 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena , Jenny , Lara , Shane , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72766
1533 words. 10 Comments

Who was I kidding? I shouldn’t be thinking of fucking any of them, perhaps I needed to get out into the local bar or coffee house scene and meet some stranger in the night. I longed for a warm body next to me with soft arms wrapped around me. My newly, reacquainted, five best friends were just not doing the trick

First Year- Chapter 22

Story written on March 2, 2009 by Squirl.

(39 votes, average: 3.56 out of 5, rated)

(Next phase of the dinner party.) Carmen continued to look at them then smiled at me, “Why are you so fixated with them. Which one are you lusting for?”

First Year- Chapter 20

Story written on March 1, 2009 by Squirl.

(35 votes, average: 3.71 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena , Jenny
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72756
3480 words. 12 Comments

She turned my chin to face her, wiped the hair away from my face and dabbed my eyes with dry tissue. It was an incredible moment. She showed me such tenderness. She didn’t have to. I was no one to her. But she showed a side of her that I’m sure few people ever saw.

First Year- Chapter 19

Story written on February 27, 2009 by Squirl.

(37 votes, average: 3.51 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72739
3586 words. 14 Comments

She thought you were all about the money, and you proved her right. I was committed to you. You have disappointed me and broken my heart. I will never forgive you for this.”

First Year- Chapter 18

Story written on February 26, 2009 by Squirl.

(32 votes, average: 3.28 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Alice , Bette , Carmen , Dana , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72727
2395 words. 13 Comments

I needed to start thinking about something other than myself. Even if I had to force myself, I needed to stay distracted.

First Year- Chapter 17

Story written on February 25, 2009 by Squirl.

(49 votes, average: 3.61 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72716
3179 words. 9 Comments

I began to stroll into the water. The crashing waves pushed me around and knocked me down. I took a couple of rough tumbles and gulped a lot of water. I kept pushing myself further out to sea. I nearly passed out then felt a hand pull me just before I blacked out.

First Year- Chapter 16

Story written on February 23, 2009 by Squirl.

(31 votes, average: 3.52 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: NC-17
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72698
2914 words. 11 Comments

I think I found my god and saw the light in that moment because it was so fucking good.

First Year- Chapter 14/15

Story written on February 22, 2009 by Squirl.

(36 votes, average: 3.58 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Carmen , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72680
3487 words. 6 Comments

Moving on. Growing up. Standing alone in the hard decisions.

First Year- Chapter 13

Story written on February 21, 2009 by Squirl.

(38 votes, average: 3.63 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: NC-17
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Alice , Carmen , Dana , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72666
1740 words. 12 Comments

We didn’t say much to each other for the rest of the night. It was a very special moment for us. Maybe it was too special.

First Year- Chapter 12

Story written on February 20, 2009 by Squirl.

(33 votes, average: 3.24 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Alice , Bette , Carmen , Dana , Helena , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72656
3307 words. 8 Comments

She kissed me softly on the cheek and whispered, “I love you.”

First Year- Chapter 11

Story written on February 19, 2009 by Squirl.

(47 votes, average: 3.11 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Carmen , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72648
3038 words. 13 Comments

I think by the morning, she was sufficiently satisfied with all attempts to make up for my faux pas.

First Year- Chapter 10

Story written on February 18, 2009 by Squirl.

(48 votes, average: 3.19 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Dana , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72636
3718 words. 15 Comments

It was a lovely day, a new friend and a hot date. It was feeling good to be me.

First Year-Chapter 9

Story written on February 17, 2009 by Squirl.

(49 votes, average: 3.37 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: NC-17
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72623
2977 words. 17 Comments

Given my little secret, I had to respect whatever it was that she was keeping to herself.

First Year- Chapter 8

Story written on February 16, 2009 by Squirl.

(38 votes, average: 3.42 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72611
2266 words. 12 Comments

You just need to control your libido.

First Year- Chapter 7

Story written on February 15, 2009 by Squirl.

(55 votes, average: 3.38 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena , Jenny , Shane , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72600
5356 words. 14 Comments

“I had heard legendary tales of the back rooms at Nick’s. It was my first time at Nick’s and I could tell with all the hot bodies grinding, this was the place for the residents to relieve their stress.” (Or “the spirit is willing… the flesh is weak.”)

First Year- Chapter 6

Story written on February 14, 2009 by Squirl.

(54 votes, average: 3.69 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72586
2106 words. 21 Comments

I needed to see and feel her. I needed to feel the touches of another human being.

First Year- Chapter 5

Story written on February 12, 2009 by Squirl.

(50 votes, average: 3.54 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena , Jenny , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72569
2719 words. 10 Comments

It was hard as hell to not want to reach out and touch

First Year- Chapter 4

Story written on February 9, 2009 by Squirl.

(53 votes, average: 3.38 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Alice , Bette , Carmen , Helena , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72546
2688 words. 15 Comments

She was the best student from the best medical school and was heading for the best practice when she was completed with her residency. She did not seem to want to be brought down to the lowly level of the common intern. Before long, I really started to loathe her.

First Year-Chapter 3

Story written on February 8, 2009 by Squirl.

(39 votes, average: 3.38 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Carmen , Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72537
2501 words. 10 Comments

Helena’s road to the Peabody Clinic

First Year-Chapter 2

Story written on February 7, 2009 by Squirl.

(78 votes, average: 3.79 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: PG-13
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Carmen , Helena , Jenny , Shane , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72521
3600 words. 15 Comments

Me, I’m Helena Peabody, the nearly 25 year old heiress to the Peabody fortune. Despite what Bette, Stan, Sean or Jay might have thought about themselves, I was the real star of this year.

First year- Intro

Story written on February 5, 2009 by Squirl.

(96 votes, average: 3.88 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: NC-17
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Bette , Helena , Tina
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72511
770 words. 12 Comments

I was spent from the wonderful, sensuous assault on my body that she unleashed on me. Before I knew it, it was me, laying in her arms, drifting off to my dreams of that first year.

Reconciliation- Finale

Story written on February 3, 2009 by Squirl.

(42 votes, average: 3.69 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72490
2912 words. 14 Comments

The finale

Reconciliation-Part 43, Finale B-1

Story written on January 30, 2009 by Squirl.

(42 votes, average: 3.43 out of 5, rated)

Genre(s): General
Rating: R
Fandom(s): The L Word
Character(s): Helena
Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=72447
6854 words. 27 Comments

“…I’ve hit rock bottom and fought hard to be where I am and independent in whom I am. I don’t want any control over me at all.”

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