She had dinner and her and Edward hung out in his room, or she watched him play piano, they spent as much time together as possible. As they were laying in the floor in Edwards room together listening to music, she turned to him and asked him a question. "You take showers right?" She blushed, knowing it was a silly question.

He laughed a little and kissed her red cheek. "I don't just come naturally clean. Of course I do."

Smiling she set up on her elbow, leaning towards him. She reached out to touch his cheek and kiss him passionately. He had been doing good with fighting back his urges with her recently so she knew it was ok. He pulled away first looking at her with nothing but love in his eyes. She spoke again, taking her time like she didn't know if she should say it at first. "Take a shower with me…" Her words were almost a whisper.

Tensing some his was speechless for a second. "What?" He heard what she said, but was extremely taken off guard.

Taking his tensing the wrong way she pulled away from him. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked."

He grabbed her and pulled her back to him. "Wait, no.. I'm just surprised is all."

She did not fight him when he pulled her back, there was no reason to, but she could not think of what else to say to him, feeing a little awkward now with his reaction.

Edward noticed her acting different and pulled her so she was against him. "Hey, don't be like that." He smiled and kissed her hand. "I would love to, I just don't know if I can."

"Only one way to find out." Bella moved to stand, reaching a hand out to him to follow her. She had no idea where her new found bravery came from, but wasn't going to let it go to waste. She grabbed the things she would need and lead the way to the bathroom, not looking back to see if he was following.

Edward grew suddenly nervous at the change. He wanted to give her everything she wanted and show her his love in every way possible, but feared he would hurt her if he wasn't careful. Not only scared of what control he had, but scared since he hadn't been with someone like this before. What if he made a fool of himself? He followed her since it was what she wanted and shut the door behind them once in the bathroom. He leaned against it and looked at her as she turned the shower on to let it warm up. His breath hitched in his throat when she turned to look at him.