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Falling In Grace – (Chapter: 2– Wake up In The Morning)
Previously
“Well Ashley, I’ll definitely be around another time. I actually enjoyed myself when I thought this day was the worst. I think It might turn out to be the best.” She winked at me, turned and walked out the door.
Am I really ready for this? Snap out of it. Its just a girl who happens to like girls as well. You’re just friends and that’s all it will be. I just don’t want to be hurt like I was when Grace died.
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“ Oh Jack. How I honestly -hic- Love you.” Looking over the empty glass in my hand I saw the nearly empty bottle of Jack Daniels sitting on the coffee table. “Jacky Jacky Jacky, Come here boy. Your almost empty -hic- someone should finish -hic- you up.” I reach over and fill the low tumbler halfway, sloshing it over the sides and finishing the bottle. Surprisingly three quarters of what I poured landed into the glass.
I swallowed the liquid in one foul swoop. I feel it burn down my oesophagus and to my stomach. It feels strange to feel something again. Anything is better than this numbness that had settled over me. The feeling over whelms me. The warmth feels something slightly akin to love. Not That it could ever replace love. Any feeling like that I had to rid myself of. I could not bear to stand it. The love of my life was needlessly taken away from me, without so much as a proper goodbye. I wasn’t even there. I WASN’T THERE!!
I threw my glass at the wall, shattering into pieces, just as my heart had done only a week ago. The only time I moved from this spot since that moment was to get out another bottle of my favourite man. Funny how before I would never touch the stuff. But that was when I had a life. With her.
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I woke up startled. It had been awhile since I had thought about that time, let alone dream about it. It had also been awhile since I had let myself feel something. Something that was more than just friendship towards anyone. With Spencer it was different. We just had this chemistry. One damn conversation and here I was thinking about her when I woke up. I look over at the bright red numbers on my night stand. 10:23 am It blinked at me.
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Ash needs to move on…preferably with Spencer. PMS!
Ash needs to move on…preferably with Spencer. PMS!
oh ash you are SO ready fort his! grace would want you to move on and be happy. she wouldnt want you to sit around and waste your life alone. GO! be with spencer! be SPASHLEY! haha. great story, i really like it so far!!
oh ash you are SO ready fort his! grace would want you to move on and be happy. she wouldnt want you to sit around and waste your life alone. GO! be with spencer! be SPASHLEY! haha. great story, i really like it so far!!
Me likes! Me likes! Me want more! Me want more! Loved your update…(smile)
Me likes! Me likes! Me want more! Me want more! Loved your update…(smile)
great pms longer
great pms longer