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    Meant To Be – (Chapter: A sweet connection, turned bitter by my expectation)

    Story written on October 22, 2006 by bannerman.
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    Words: 2840
    Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=12551
    Author Notes:

    A different approach. If you like my stuff, you’ll read it no matter the summary ;-)

    Whenever I’d imagined my speech I’d always thought that would be the moment Ash would profess her love for me, or would inform me the feelings weren’t mutual, so when she still hadn’t responded I didn’t really know how to continue.

    “I want you so badly it hurts sometimes,” I admitted, lowering my gaze to the floor as I became overwhelmingly self conscious.  “I’m sorry if this is too much it’s just… it’s too much for me to keep hidden.  I thought I could handle it, but I can’t… so now you know.”

    My silence was her cue to finally speak, and as that realization dawned all she could do was clear her throat and mutter ‘wow’.  I felt my heart start to shatter – slowly but devastatingly.

    “That’s all you can say?” I asked in disbelief.

    “No, I err…” she began, “… let’s get out of here.”

    I just had enough time to place the book down on the desk before Ash grabbed me by the hand again and was leading me away from the 2nd floor of the library.  Once back in the quad I realized it was still only about half way through lunch, but we didn’t return to our table in the sun.  Instead, Ash continued to lead me to the car park, to the very space we had parked in that morning when she had driven me to school.  It was only when we got in and Ash had started the engine that I thought to ask her where we were going.

    “I have to show you something,” she told me, not taking her eyes from where her key ring dangled from the ignition.  She gently fingered the letter ‘A’ that hung alongside the rest of the bunch as she appeared deep in thought.  I wanted to ask her what she was thinking – if she had any intention of responding to my outpouring of emotion – but I felt too drained to speak up.  In a way I didn’t want her to respond, but I guessed that whatever was about to happen would provide me with all the answers I needed; I just wished she’d give me some clue as to where we were headed, both in the immediate future, and in our future together.

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    1. Wow i like how spencer told ashley how she felt putting all of her feelings out there. I wonder if there going to the beach. Great story. I cant wait to see what happens next.

    2. You know, I should be very angry with you. Very angry at you starting another fic and not finishing the plethora of others you have floating around. But I can’t. ::le sigh:: I like this fic too much. …. :::shakes fist in anger::: How can you do that to them?!?! Leave unresolved Ash and Spence romances floating around the void untethered and unloved! Wondering if they’ll ever have a resolution!?!? Oh, the humanity!!!! ::sobs::

    3. gosh, do you always have to be so amazing?? guess you do! i think i might love it though…and whats with the summary? okay just becaues you know we all love you doenst mean you can rub it in…well, sure you can, you are just that amazing! i give up and surrender myself to your gift. *bows down and kisses your shoes* wait, are you even wearing shoes? gross…i just kissed your bare feet…yuck! im off to go scrub my mouth, and that could take a few days. there better be a post up from you by the time i get back!! OR ELSE! what? i cnat threaten you? dammit..

    7. Why have you stopped posting? I love your stories and any day now I’m going to die for want of lacking or something like that. I just miss the posts. :'( Terribly, terribly bad. It looked like such a good story. I know I can’t force you to write anything but I should think that encouragement is a good thing…

    8. Wow i like how spencer told ashley how she felt putting all of her feelings out there. I wonder if there going to the beach. Great story. I cant wait to see what happens next.

    9. You know, I should be very angry with you. Very angry at you starting another fic and not finishing the plethora of others you have floating around. But I can’t. ::le sigh:: I like this fic too much. …. :::shakes fist in anger::: How can you do that to them?!?! Leave unresolved Ash and Spence romances floating around the void untethered and unloved! Wondering if they’ll ever have a resolution!?!? Oh, the humanity!!!! ::sobs::

    10. gosh, do you always have to be so amazing?? guess you do! i think i might love it though…and whats with the summary? okay just becaues you know we all love you doenst mean you can rub it in…well, sure you can, you are just that amazing! i give up and surrender myself to your gift. *bows down and kisses your shoes* wait, are you even wearing shoes? gross…i just kissed your bare feet…yuck! im off to go scrub my mouth, and that could take a few days. there better be a post up from you by the time i get back!! OR ELSE! what? i cnat threaten you? dammit..

    14. Why have you stopped posting? I love your stories and any day now I’m going to die for want of lacking or something like that. I just miss the posts. :'( Terribly, terribly bad. It looked like such a good story. I know I can’t force you to write anything but I should think that encouragement is a good thing…

    15. Well, if he continues I can always offer to kiss every inch of his… computer screen. Naah, that would leave a residue. i shall settle for naming him a hemi-demi-semi god. Then he and goober can have lighting rod fights on clouds and produce me chocolate. Aaaand he’d have enough time to update… PLEASE UPDATE (she says… realising she no longer has an update on the front page… I really should go write some more)

    16. Well, if he continues I can always offer to kiss every inch of his… computer screen. Naah, that would leave a residue. i shall settle for naming him a hemi-demi-semi god. Then he and goober can have lighting rod fights on clouds and produce me chocolate. Aaaand he’d have enough time to update… PLEASE UPDATE (she says… realising she no longer has an update on the front page… I really should go write some more)

    17. Oh, and legend in your own lunchbox means basically that you think you’re awesome, but others don’t. By saying you’re a legend OUTSIDE your lunchbox, I’m saying that I think you really ARE a complete legend and so do others. that is, it’s not just in your own head. Or lunchbox. And if you are a legend in your lunchbox i suggest removing old bananas…

    18. Oh, and legend in your own lunchbox means basically that you think you’re awesome, but others don’t. By saying you’re a legend OUTSIDE your lunchbox, I’m saying that I think you really ARE a complete legend and so do others. that is, it’s not just in your own head. Or lunchbox. And if you are a legend in your lunchbox i suggest removing old bananas…

    21. I’m left speechless by your new story. No matter how much I wish you update your other stories but this one is incredibly amazing too… and you managed to do that with just the 1st chapter! I’m such a big fan and Spencer feelings were exactly the same one I had years ago. Though was never brave enough to voice it out. Sorry for the babbling… your story just made my head spins.

    22. I’m left speechless by your new story. No matter how much I wish you update your other stories but this one is incredibly amazing too… and you managed to do that with just the 1st chapter! I’m such a big fan and Spencer feelings were exactly the same one I had years ago. Though was never brave enough to voice it out. Sorry for the babbling… your story just made my head spins.

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