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    Retrace – (Chapter: Cadence)

    Story written on January 28, 2009 by notintolabels29.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=20113
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    Ashley and Spencer meet up.

    Write down, to remind yourself on how it can be, how it can be

    Heartstrings, you’re tugging at my heartstrings, my heartstrings

    Helpless, I have become so helpless to your touch, oh touch me somehow

    Restless, you leave me restless, breathless wait for me

    Anxious was an understatement.  I was more like terrified.  Vanessa kept asking me if I was ok.  I told her yes, over and over.  I was not really sure what the two of us were.  Friends, really, but every now and then I’d get wasted enough to think she could solve my problems and try to get with her.  She was always very patient with me.  We’d known each other since London, the first stop on my trip of desperation, and I swore to God she was following me.  Turns out she was doing a business tour in all the places I was going.  I told her the Spencer story in a drunken confession.  She knew I was going to meet the girl I never stopped talking about.

                    “Go get your girl,” she said with a smile as she shoved me out the door.  I was at the beach five minutes early, and when Spencer drove up and got out of her car I didn’t even know it was her.  Her style was different, but I liked it, she looked really good.  Then she made her way over to me with her eyes downcast, the moment she looked up at me and met my gaze I knew.  She’d changed a lot but her eyes never would; I recognized a dullness in them I didn’t recognize, but I knew why it was there.

    The closer I come to you the closer I am to finding God

    You’re a miracle to me

    The closer I come to you the closer I am to finding God

    You’re a miracle to me

     

    “I guess I should start then.  First off, I’m so so sorry.  I was stupid to push you away,” she scoffed like she couldn’t believe I was saying that, “I was just afraid. I got so scared that you’d go off to college and forget all about me.  I hurt you before you could hurt me.”

                    “You’re kidding right? After six months all you have to say is that you were stupid?  I could have told you that,” it was what I had expected, nothing short of fury.

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    1. wow. can’t believe that’s what ash had said to spence. I can understand being scared about the future of your relationship but damn that was harsh. she did deserve what spence said. but I’m thinking deep deep down somewhere spence wants to forgive her it’s just a matter of ash figuring out how to gain her trust back and make up for what she did. freaking great update! pms!

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