Spencer stared at me for a while, unmoving no facial expressions kind of freaked me out a bit, “Spence…um say something?” I pleaded unsure if being a virgin is a bad thing out her or not but inside those walls I hold that very high seeing how I’m like the only senior who hasn’t lost it yet. Every other girl signed the paper so easily with their boyfriends, like signing a credit card bill only you lose a part of yourself instead of money.

“You are a virgin?” she asked sitting up and away from me.

“That’s okay right?” my voice shaking as tears threatened to fall.

She must have sensed this because before I could move or do anything she was falling on top of me wrapping her arms around me and pulling us tightly together her lips pressing along my jaw line up to my ear, “It’s fine Ash…it’s fine,” she whispered making a shiver

“Are you sure?”

“Baby don’t cry I’m sorry I made you think it’s not okay it’s more than okay,” she stroked my cheek lovingly, can I just say that this has to be my favorite thing in the world, just lying down with Spencer while she caresses my face, her hands are so soft and her touches so light yet burning my flush.

“Than why did you um pull back and go silent?”

She sighed but didn’t pull away instead her blue eyes rested upon her hand that kept stroking my face, “I just wasn’t expecting it is all…I don’t know why I acted that way.” We lay there for a while long in silence before her eyes matched mine yet again, “So when you say virgin do you mean with a girl or…”

“Yes I’m a virgin meaning with a girl,” I could see her body visible relax which I was unsure why, “and a boy.”

She tensed back up, “So never?” I shook my head indicating I hadn’t had sex either with male or female which brings up a fascinating question at least on my part…

“No never and how do two people of the same sex have intercourse?” I raised an eyebrow at her. Her face flushed bright red but a smile tugged at her lips.