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    I’ll Find My Way Back To You Chapter 4

    Story written on June 10, 2010 by tiggerbounced.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lf.beardesk.com/?p=75761
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    Don’t you just hate the what ifs?

    Thanksgiving, 1 year later, Tina is sitting in her apartment looking through an old box of memories.

     

    You

     

    Tina’s hands had subconsciously picked up a photo of…

    “Bette,” she breathed out.

     

    Do you remember me?

     

    “I wonder how you’re doing over there in New York. Away from us all.”

     

    Like I remember you?

     

    “I hope you’re happy over there, smiling that incredible smile of yours.” Tina thought as she smoothed a finger over the image of Bette flashing her Porter grin.

     

    Do you spend your life
    Going back in your mind to that time?

     

    3 years. 3 years since they had split up. 1 and a half years since Bette had hooked up with Jodie. 1 year since she had dumped Henry. Half a year since Bette had chased Jodie to New York and stayed there.

     

    Because I, I walk the streets alone

     

    Now, Tina’s nights consisted of takeout together with tea, then a walk in her neighbourhood so that she could clear the thoughts running through her head.

     

    I hate being on my own

    She had not been with anyone since Henry and now it really was obvious to her that she had been with him for the sole purpose of having a warm body in the bed next to her. She had taken up with him for companionship.

    And everyone can see that I really fell
    And I’m going through hell
    Thinking about you with somebody else

     

    Sure, the girls had tried to set her up with other people. Other really hot people. But they had one flaw – they could not compare with Bette. But she had lost her chance – Bette was with Jodie. Bette had actually chased Jodie all the way to New York. Shit, she hated to admit it but she was jealous and envious and the emotions were slowly eating her alive.

    Somebody wants you
    Somebody needs you
    Somebody dreams about you every single night
    Somebody can’t breath without you, it’s lonely
    Somebody hopes that one day you will see
    That somebody’s me

     

    “Why oh why did I not count my blessings before?”

    “I had her in my arms yet I let her go.”

    “Now I can only see you in my dreams! Oh Bette, I want you back” Tina said to the photo, almost hoping that somehow the real Bette could hear her.

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    1. Oh no, why!!! Ok, now you’ve made me singing George Michael – Faith! Cause I’ve gotta have faith… faith.. faith… lol. Thanks for posting and PPS

    2. OMG, no Bette don’t do it. Tigger as long as you tell me this will change and everything will be okay. I won’t make a doll in effigy. Thanks for posting. I thought you said you couldn’t get online for awhile. Mother knows best.

    3. yu8ck i think i threw up in my mouth when i read this line You are invited to the wedding of Bette Porter and Jodie Lerner. that is just sick tigger. i rather kiss my dogs butt then jodie. you should have her do a swan dive off the highest bridge in new york, course when her skanky body hits the water will kill everything in it, or let a shark eat her great update except for that one part. thanks tigger. ps still being good course did do a few new dirty poems, lol

    4. Oh No! But I’m not going to panic cause I have faith in you that you will make it right and get rid of Jodie :)! Great update Tigger! Thank you.

    5. OMG! :O Tigger what happened to ‘keep the faith’?? … Omg Bette and Jodie are getting married!??!?! How is that possibleeee?? Tina needs to go to Bette and tell her that she loves her. Thanks for posting PPS(I’m first! ;) )

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