Bette

Wow I dont have anything intelligent to articulate really, other than wow. I’ve been taken over the edge by her over and over again, one release more powerful than the other. Still every time is like the first time, every time is special, every time I feel renewed, exhilarated, ecstatic, deliriously happy, totally and utterly satisfied – yet insatiable, only for her. I’ve had her for breakfast and lunch, and Ill have her for dinner and definitely for my own evening snack. Something tells me I won’t be hungry! I’m resting in her arms, our bodies entangled and all worn out. In her presence, I am home. In her presence, I belong. I wouldnt stand a chance without her, I wouldnt even function, my world would stop. She’s holding me, keeping me safe, keeping me sane. I lift my head up, looking straight into her soulful eyes. We smile and I kiss her softly on her lips. I love you T, youll probably never really grasp just how much! You make me painfully happy!! I try to say something smart, try to eloquently explain to her the depth of my affection. But my tongue twists and I stutter, all my emotions won’t be put in to simple words. Embarrassed at my lack of words but yet desperate to show her just at fraction of my love, I put on the CD-player and the soothing voice of Sarah MacLachlan is voicing my thoughts..


Every time I look at you the world just melts away
All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affection
You see me at my weakest, but you take me as I am
When I fall you offer me a softer place to land

You stay the course you hold the line, you keep it all together
Youre the one true thing I know I can believe in
Youre all the things that I desire, you save me you complete me
Youre the one true thing I know I can believe

I get so mad easy but you give me room breathe
No matter what I say or do good, cause youre too good to fight about it
Even when I have to push just to see how far youd go
You wont stoop down to battle me, you never turn to go

You stay the course you hold the line, you keep it all together
Youre the one true thing I know I can believe in
Youre all the things that I desire, you save me you complete me
Youre the one true thing I know I can believe

Love is just the antidote, nothing else could kill me
There are times I can’t decide, when I cant tell up from down
You make me feel lees crazy, when otherwise Id drown
But you pick me up and bush me off and tell me I’m ok
Sometimes thats just what we need to get us through the day


T? I look at her, were lying next to each other, our faces inches apart. She had silently cried through out the song. Honey, you know its not supposed to be sad I say with a comforting smile I wish I could be the one to articulate my fee.. I get cut off by her kissing me. Baby, you articulate perfectly – with every look, every touch, every kiss. You show me in countless number of ways. I pull her in for another kiss you know youre the one true thing I know I can believe in, dont you?! I maintain our mouths proximity and trace her lips with my tongue an plant small kisses on her lips in between my declarations.. Every time ~kiss~ I look at you ~kiss~ the world just melts ~kiss~ away ~kiss~ all my troubles ~kiss~ all my fears ~kiss~ dissolve in your affection ~kiss~ you see me at my weakest ~kiss~ but you ~kiss~ take me as I am ~kiss~ when I fall ~kiss~ you offer me a softer ~kiss~ place ~kiss~ to land ~kiss~ T, you are the first thing on my mind when I wake up, the last thing before I fall to sleep, I dream about you, I fantasize about you, I miss you terribly when youre physically away, but always remember; you never, never leave my mind!

She looks at me in a way I’m not entirely sure how to translate, but I know its love. She’s just lost for words – for once, the silence is peaceful, but I’m eager to hear her voice. I’ve never felt this vulnerable before, never felt so undressed, so naked, so completely overtaken by someone, still never so safe, so sound, so complete. She has to clear her throat a little but still looks me deep into my eyes Baby, I didnt think it possible, but I swear I just felt my heart flood. You make me so undeniably, unconditionally happy! her face is now flooded with tears I love you so much, you occupy every corner of my heart, you always have, you always will!

We kiss passionately and our bodies intertwine. I put my song for her on repeat and whisper the words softly in her ears as they run out of the speakers. She’s the one true thing I know I can believe in. And I love her.