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My Teenage Dream – Chapter Six
Point Of View
TINA’S POV
I am in the attic. I thought Bette would be here but she isn’t. I want to let her know that the tests I took were negative. She couldn’t be there when I did the tests, yes I took 20, because she had promised to help Ella with math. But I thought she was back already. I look around and see a pinkish letter on her bed. I frown. What could that be? I walk over and pick it up. I gasp.
Dear Tina,
I won’t give you this letter. I already know, but I need to put my feelings into words. My feelings about…
You.
Your sparkling hazel eyes are the most beautiful, I think. But then I see that smile of yours and it is equally breathtaking. When I look down a bit, your body mesmerizes me. Your arms make me feel so safe and your touch makes me tremble. Your personality is just as beautiful, you are caring, loving, tender, sweet, gentle and, not to be forgotten, funny. So, if you ask me what I would choose as the best, I wouldn’t know what to answer. Maybe, I will just answer: You. The total package, everything.
When you say that you love me and I answer, I don’t mean just as friends. I mean that I love you. I really, truly, honestly love you. I’ve felt that way for over 3 years. Since I’m 13, I have been in love with you. After that one little kiss we shared. The one we agreed to forget. Well, I’m sorry, Tina, but I’ve never forgotten it.
But I know, I know you are not interested. I know that you are straight. I know that you like boys and that’s okay. As long as you are happy, I am happy. If you feel that way with someone else, then that doesn’t matter. When you smile, my heart sings so I guess, that is what I’ll draw my joy out of. I don’t know what I’ll do other than; always be by your side. I’ll always be the one you can come to. I’ll never leave you. I am not able to.
I won’t ask you to love me. I won’t ask you to be with me because I already know the answer; No. It won’t make you happy, it wouldn’t be ‘your thing’ so I won’t let you waste your time on me.
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I want to make Tina see sense, but I´m sure you´ll do that for us eventually, right?! Thanks for the update!
oh Tina, I completely understand you, but I thhink you need a nice kick in the keister! Grow some balls woman don’t you see how loving and caring your family is? That’s the only opinion that matters, everyone else can rot in hellNow that my rant is over, awesome update PPS
How long do we have to wait for Tina to give in?…if it’s 4 years of college…I think I’d have to hunt you down! LoL IMO – Tina won’t be able to hold back if B finds someone to date! She’ll have an attack of ab-“normal” proportions! Enjoying your writing – but need longer posts! (smiling)
soo sad wonderfull update thank you!!!!
What a mess. PPS!
That’s ok little Tee, you’ll soon realize that Bette will be the only one that will truly love you forever. Not some punk ass who only wants to get in your pants. Poor Bette, hopefully she fights back and kicks those boy’s asses! PPS!
Had experience of both sides of those feelings. Not a fun place to be. Loving this story PPS!!
Poor Bette.Inagree with brownies,Bette should move on.
It’s so sad how fear keeps us from being happy. Thanks for another amazing post Sil
sad chapter…I hope that Tina changes her mind and let Bette love her
How could you do that to Bette, from the beating to selfish Tina. No likey likey :( poor her. Should Bette move on?
IT is too much to take in such a young heart. Poor Bette, some kids can be pure cruel and violent. I can understand where Tina comes from, she want a normal family but she can never be happy with herself, ask me about it :(
This is sad and a mess!