spencers pov

what am i doing wrong?maybe its me.i don’t know anymore but i’m afraid to ask cuz i don’t know the answer or if ill even get an answer but i’m afraid and have no one to talk to.i mean who would you talk to if you were having intimacy problems with your girlfreind.im not saying shes bad in bed its just sh wont touch me and im starting to think its me.shes fine when around people just talking like nothings wrong but when i try to hold her hand or hug her or kiss her she acts like she doesn’t want to so now we are doing anything i figured if she wants me she has to initiate some sort of want or need.if this continues like this were going to have a serious problem im just going to burst and someone will get hurt.

so ive decided im going downstairs to talk to my mom what are moms for if not to give relation ship advice.and i kn ow what your thinking your gonna go to your mother.well yah when i came out as gay she was fine with it.not ecstatic but she told me she loved me no matter what and she kinda knew already.i have the coolest parents.normally i would talk to my dad but hes not here he had some convention he had to go to so hes gone for a few days.and my mom is off work so hopefully she can help me.so i make my way downstairs and see my mom siting reading on the couch.

*hey mom 

~hey honey whats up

*umm well i kinda need to talk to you about something

~okay well sit down"i sit next to her"what do you need to talk about

*well i know your my mom and i should be able to tell you things but i think you’ll be a Lil bit uncomfortable with this conversation"

~honey I’m a doctor and i hear uncomfortable things all the time 

*yah but not from your daughter

~okay well see me as your friend then im no longer your mother im you friend

*umm okay i guess that’s better…..well i think there maybe something wrong with me

~are you okay.do you need me to check you out.is something hurt.